introduction
THIS PART OF NEWFORMULA IS NOW IN COLD STORAGE. I decided to move everything over to wordpress, with a clean start. Old posts are now under archive here, but for the latest please visit newformula.org
begin rant...
i hate the way we live in such a celebrity and money orientated society right now- the british media fawns over anyone who is supposed to be of any kind of anyone; people are famous for no reason at all; and people spend a *lot* of money on magazines, newspapers, tv on finding out about them? I can't understand, why are you interested in someone elses life and wasting your time on that rather than enhancing and progressing your own?
hmm. rant over.
I am loving the fact I have so much 'new' music right now, thanks to a few people who have introduced me to some new artists in the last week or so- you know how it goes, its artists you have heard of and if you had endless cash you could just go buy all their albums, but as you don't you never risk it. Now I am not saying i have had a rapid cashflow improvement, but I have still managed to acquire a shitload of new stuff, and as music makes me happy this is a very cool thing indeed.
1/2 way through coursework, 9.22pm, and a pub offer... hmmmm should I stay or should i go... must work, must work, must work- ah bugger it, i am off to the pub
unbelievably i am still coughing my guts up. its like ab training all day long, plain hurts really. kind of more content today, not so stressed, although weird considering uni is starting again and more work due. maybe its just a return to a bit of normality over the randomness of the last few weeks.
right. almost a new week. right now i feel like i am struggling a little, i don't know what with, but i just feel a little bogged down. i keep looking for a direction, and it feels like i am living only in too small periods of time with upcoming endings. Its this in 3 months, that in 2 months, this in 10 weeks... get the picture? hmm. maybe thats just the way its supposed to be going. anyway, its frustrating.
so, its been a while. i will not be writing much, as i feel far too ill, but i am actually really quite happy now for the first time in a while- thanks to a great weekend with all my family, and, well, something else too.
recently i was also questioned as to why i write this, and i guess i don't really know. i guess if you are reading it then I can ask you a return question? why are you reading this? Then i guess thats the reason I write it.
i say oh well too much. see below.
idiot.
well yeah, that coolness wore off fast as soon as I actually started doing work and AGAIN not understanding what the hell the teacher was going on about oh well.
Had a cool day wandering about london today. Oh, and I hate the way I am so bad at reading peoples feelings, and when I can't I act like a complete idiot. Oh well.
how cool is the fact that i can post to my webpage from in my uni classes....
what a strange (but good) day... could mention more but would rather not. sorry for the cryptic post
chaos. what a cool word.
just added some desktops to the site- sky is a collection of photos I have taken in NZ, Australia, the US and at home of the sky. surprisingly. they do look great residing on your desktop though, especially when used with the auto refresh feature in OS X.2
well, i have wasted half my day getting my blog onto my main web page. I quite like the results. Simple but effective, but i really should do my coursework now
gutted! Basics is on saturday and I have to work sunday! Oh well... might go anyway until 2 or 3. we'll see
hungover
well not too bad. had way too much drinking this weekend, and it wasn't all that good- kind of a weird one. oh well. roll on friday and back to basics at the end....
drunk